After the first post it’s time to come back to present day.
So what am I doing here?
Why start a blog and pour my feelings out to people I don’t know?
No, I don’t think I am. I think I am doing it for me. If someone reads it, then they read it.
This past month has been so hard, and now I am on my own.
Lonely?
No, just alone.
Bored?
No, just not doing anything at the moment.
Sad?
I can’t say no to that one. Let’s just say I am waiting for a smile to come my way. It will – I just have to wait a while.
There are many things that happen in life: some are good, others are not so good. The good ones we like to share and the not so good ones we tend, for the most part, not to share. Maybe because the pain that usually goes hand-in-hand with the bad things is personal, and we can’t open ourselves up and put it on display. We can’t allow others to laugh at us for our caring, when they themselves don’t.
Hence this blog. Maybe writing it will help. No. Writing it will help. So I’ll just write.